Wednesday, February 25, 2009

rain down on me.

im currently sitting at toa payoh north under some hdb flat alone. supposed to go over to building 970 to Bideas for banner and tshirt printing. but it started raining super heavily all of a sudden. now im stranded just opposite Bideas building. i should have known that it's time for me to bring an umbrella out. and why can't they just build an overhead bridge or some shelter for me to cross this road without getting wet! ugh.

i've my lappy with me. and surprisingly i could connect to some guy's wireless. haha. at least i've something to do while waiting . Dear Lord please let the rain stop. or let an umbrella appear in front of me. this place is wierd. can't even see a cab around.


sigh, it's almost 3pm now. and i'm hungry. ):

listening to carrie underwood's inside your heaven.


ugh i can't wait already la! should i just run through the rain?? i brought an extra shirt actually. or maybe i'd just wait a little while more. maybe a kind soul will approach me and offer his umbrella. hahahaha.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

yay. (:

hoorayy ! it's the end of suffering of year one.

EXAMS ARE OVER.


woohoo!!! are you rejoicing with me people!!? haha.


today is the first day i finally rested after a long long time. ive been rushing assignments after assignments and worrying about datelines and mugging for papers. kinda neglected this space. and some other people too. sorry guys!




i slept in today, so much stress to finally put down. and now my head's aching. and though this holiday consists of some other datelines and camps, it's gonna be a fun one. i know that. and though qiangqiang's exams are coming. ): i'm happy for the little bits of free times we share.




spent the day watching videos and movies. korkor showed me the movie 'blindness'. and i was pretty amazed by it. was on how people in a city slowly turn blind one by one and how they help each other or turn against each other because of this crisis. so much analysis on human behaviour and desperation. nice show. go download and watch it people! (:



my tongue has been aching the whole day, like i burnt it yesterday or something. but i didn't leh. ugh. maybe i'm allergic to something i ate. or maybe i ate too much chocolates. haha.


guess i need to start packing my room tomorrow. >< felt like i just wasted the day away, haha. never mind, many more days to come !

Sunday, February 1, 2009

didi and korkor.

im suppose to rush my rwp report now and finish it today cause the whole week that's coming would be packed. but i just feel like popping by here.

i saw in pkc today this pair of twins. didi and korkor were playing games during games time. and i think korkor accidentally hit didi really really hard in the tummy. i didn't really see. just saw teacher judy going over to didi to comfort him. i saw those eyes staring at korkor really angrily. as though he was possessed by some demon. you know when the eyes go right up to the top of the eyelid there. very scary lo. and didi was just like 7 years old or something? it's really as though the devil was taking over. i remember really long ago clem told me that a person would show his true colours when he/she is angry. i guess when one person allow his emotions to get so angry, it's like opening the door to the devil. and the bad side would come out. at that point of time, i thought of myself when i was a child. i don't remember me showing so much anger to my brothers before. maybe there were times, but none that left a great impression. even when gavin elbowed me in the nose till i bled i would still say it was okay just so mummy won't scold him. i think, i'm really easy to bully lo. it's time i stand up for myself gail!

back to the story, and yea, didi then sat one corner by the wall and refused to join in praise and worship. i know he was fuming so i left him alone and went to do backup singing. until pastor yvonne looked at me and then looked at him, as though she wants me to do something to get him to do pnw. so i bent down to the floor and spoke to him. i asked him if he wants to sing along. and he was still angry. i asked if he was still angry, and he nodded slightly. i told him that Jesus says we should forgive and forget. and he kept quiet. then i said that korkor didn't do it on purpose. and he kept quiet again. but the angry eyes had faded away slowly. so i asked again if he wants to do pnw and i tugged him to get up. but he still didn't want to. so i left him alone. the next thing i know was his korkor going up to him and they were playing as usual.


that's the wonderful thing about children. they don't hold grudges for long. and maybe they just don't remember. and playing is more important to them then being angry.








and that's the wonderful thing about God, he blesses these children so much he doesn't let the devil stay in them for long.


but for us, now that we've all grown up. God molds us to be more mature at a certain age. such that we can decide for ourselves whether we want the devil to stay in us or not. and we've to make good choices.






what a random post. hahaha.