the meaning of exze.

hey peeps, my bro has taken away my laptop for work use. i've no more laptop. ): BOOHOO. that explains a quarter of the reason why i haven been posting. other 3/4 boils down to the 2 camps i've been busy with for union. and dance stuff.


i know i can't handle both. i already cant take it. i rather concentrate on just one than to neglect any of them. both are my heart and blood.

i never knew i would get so close to people in union. it was exze that brought me to realise how awesome a relationship can be. today i was at fop decor. and i was listening to edwin's usual random comments and laughing at jerome's retardness. i then realise, it's so amazing how this little unique people with their individually different characteristics come together and have so much fun. im amazed at just these people themselves. just this very human organism. it's so amazing. God is so amazing.


in my 17 years of living, i never really look at a person and realise how beautiful he or she can be. until now. and i guess it's these beautiful people coming together that brought about my feelings for all of them. and that's not it.

i realise exze is different from other groups of people in my social life. their different from dadp and even other union people.

they dont judge.

we laugh about each others characteristics and tease maturely about our strengths and weaknesses. it's our hidden maturity that is making conversations so fun between us. there isn't really any time where we point out someone's difference with the rest and ostracise him or her. because we have found ourselves to be one big family. to love each other. really. i never found myself loving a bunch of friends so much this way before. untill now. i would tear for them. i would.

you know guys. you showed me what a relationship is. i dont wanna mention the word friendship because it doesnt feel enough to explain us. it's just the feeling you guys give me, and how i feel about myself when i am with you guys.

i would love to work in many other projects with you guys as a team, as gps, as gls, whatever, as exze. but i can't. i need to concentrate on sdz. because you guys are my love. but sdz is my commitment.

anyway, i'd always be floating around i guess. wont leave you all. (:


exze rocks my world big time. literally. (: