my awesome.

my world has changed again.


i haven spent one minute not thinking about this,
wondering if i made the right decision.
wondering if it's all gonna be okay.
when i think of that look on your face,
and those tears in your eyes.
i can't help but eat in,
the heartache. the pain.

i never saw you this important.
till i decided to let you go.
But i guess this would be the best
for us, for now.
well. what i can do,
is to fill my head up with work.
so i won't keep thinking.
keep thinking of you.
keep thinking of how.
how i lost.
the person who loves me the most.


just close your eyes,
each loving day
and know this feeling won't go away.

till the day my life is through,
this is promise you.








it's been 2 days.
and i still do tear for you.